why?

this blog is a total rant for me.its good when i dont update.because i will only come online to rant out all my unhappy stuffs.
i seriously seriously think no one reads this blog.so i can jus say whatever i want.


i understand that your family is important to you..really important.
i understand that you're not exactly feeling well.but i dontknow why sometimes i also cant control my own emotions properly.
i understand that you need your rest.but i just wanted to text u and show u that i care.


dear blog.if only u could be a living object and just talk to me yada yada.
oh welllll.
i hate feeling like this late in the middle of the night.
im nt supposed to be thinking so much.but.oh well...just tell me more.seriously.just tell me more.

i would love to get all this shit out of my head.i shldnt even be thinking.but honestly..i dontknow.


screw urself man kx. cant u just be more understanding sometimes?