why?

this blog is a total rant for me.its good when i dont update.because i will only come online to rant out all my unhappy stuffs.
i seriously seriously think no one reads this blog.so i can jus say whatever i want.


i understand that your family is important to you..really important.
i understand that you're not exactly feeling well.but i dontknow why sometimes i also cant control my own emotions properly.
i understand that you need your rest.but i just wanted to text u and show u that i care.


dear blog.if only u could be a living object and just talk to me yada yada.
oh welllll.
i hate feeling like this late in the middle of the night.
im nt supposed to be thinking so much.but.oh well...just tell me more.seriously.just tell me more.

i would love to get all this shit out of my head.i shldnt even be thinking.but honestly..i dontknow.


screw urself man kx. cant u just be more understanding sometimes?

why bother with a title?

honestly.why do blog entries require titles? .anyway.its like i dont know what to say also.thats perharps why i just said why bother with one.when u dont really need one?yes?no?

anyway.i feel much better..mentally.physically or what-so-ever.
its mind boggling to have so many things going through ur head.


time to let go?

i have the slightest idea.

i hope i am moving away from my emotional bad patch.

it's time.
to recover..
it's time..

ecp

wind blowing on your face.in the middle of the night .by the jetty.at ecp.

serenity.

flyer fly fly

hm.i would be lying.if i said i was not the least bit disappointed...

but i guess all that matters is you being able to feel it...
so what if we didnt take the flyer and dine on it.
so what if the bouquet of roses got thrown away...

well.i guess.this turned out to be a bigger surprise on myself.more than it was meant to be.ahh.hah..

gonna have bread and butter days soon.!=(