i need to rant!!!!!

i screwed up today badly...reallly badly.....
i wanted to talk.but.i didnt have a chance to.
i got misinterpreted.
i got accused.

all just because i forgot that i made several different appointments with different ppl today.
i admit.its my fault.that.yes...i screwed up the dates...

but.i dont know....dont ppl do things wrongly sometimes???

Tell me honestly....huh ???huh???

and.my mum.thinks i am not thinking family..

welll.i just wish i can find a big ocean and dump all my worries into it.and just let it flow along...

i dontknow.......
im torn apart =(

FML..FML FML!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!